At 03.00 a.m, a girl was sitting in front of pile the books the table. She pondering, looking for something that so far from her imagination. She said, “Who am I? Who I want to be?”. She was too weak to admit the real that her study would finish, and she would not continue her dream for being a student at college. She was a smart student at school, she always get good rank. She joined many extracurricular activities in school and also contests. She was a perky and friendly girl who was loved her friends, no her time do not for helping her friends. Energetic girl who was never complain. But, at that time she was listless girl who just surrender to destiny. In her heart, she was crying but she tried to be positive thinking that there is a miracle would she find.
Everyone called her Jenny.
At the school, some her friends found something different in Jenny. Jenny was a dejected girl and quiet person. Her close friends; Rebecca, Gwen, and Audrey asked her. Audrey:” Hi, Jen. You look different now. What wrong?”. Jenny,” Oh, Hi drey, wen, ka! I am sorry have made you think like that. I am okay, nothing different I guess. Oh yeah, how is your college planning?”. They shared about their planning each other. Jenny was happy looked at dreams of her friends, there is a shred hope to be able continued her study like her friends. When Jenny must tell about her planning, she just said,” I have a big planning, and you can see later. Ok?”. Actually she did not know what the big planning which she had said is.
Dear diary.
“I have a big planning. And you can see it later.”
I said that to my friends but actually I did not know.
Additionally, I did not be aware that statement came from my mouth.
I am sorry, friends. No aim to lie you, I just wait for my destiny.
I will do the best for my parents, my life, and for at all.
I will catch up my goals, no time to give up. Tomorrow, wait me!
Jenny
Jenny found a new strength from the dreams of her close friends. And she would actualized her big planning began tomorrow.
To be continued…..
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